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Sticks and Stones
Sticks and stones may break my bones… But words cause wounds that may never heal, they leave scars that nobody can see except for those who see inside me…those who dare look into my heart, my soul…they...
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Removing my Hand
The wind is calm it is time You are happy And more afraid than you’ve ever been You are sure it is time. I remove my hand keep going kiddo… I’m beside you keep going don’t stop don’t stop. The first...
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Baby Jordan
Seventeen years ago today I lost my second pregnancy. Bug was 14 months old. I had been away from her extremely abusive father for a month already…I didn’t even know I was three and a half months...
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Exhausted
The hardest job a parent has is being consistant. Tonight I am doing what needs to be done. It is tearing at every fiber of my heart. It has nearly crippled me into submission. For the sake of my child...
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An Open Letter to My Daughter
I don’t even know how to explain this one…not here, in words; not to my heart. It’s just not an option. Oh hell my heart… Dear Miss Bug, If I didn’t believe in my heart of hearts that you are going to...
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Bridges
This was written October 24, 2011. I have edited it, but the message is the same. I work very hard at forgiving others for their actions against me. A complete forgiveness should absolve them of their...
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The Last Monday
Today is my last Monday at my current job and the busiest day of the week for this place. There are 52 check-ins to process today. Of those 52, many of them will check in on my shift just because I...
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Finally, Merry Chrsitmas
So many people have made this Christmas exactly what it is supposed to be about…loving one another. We have gone from nothing to everything I could ever dream of. I am not one of those parents who has...
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Today it Becomes Real
Today, after work and school, the boys and I are going to the hair salon. B2 is getting a haircut he so desperately needs, B1 needs one but isn’t getting one. I am getting my head shaved. Today it...
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Shopping
This week I plan to pick up most of the gifts needed for Christmas…B1 is getting a box series of Harry Potter, some Lego’s, and a few other small things. B2 will be getting new hockey socks (to match...
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